J-Lu

I really do think I'm going to die alone. Im not complaining about that I just dont think I will ever find anyone I want to be with. I'm starting to think I wont ever have another girlfriend.

Remember Friday when I said that sounds like Chad Kroeger of Nickelback on that song by Santana and you said that I'm totally wrong and its someone from Santanas band. Well it wasnt. At the least it was Alex Band, a singer from the band The Calling. He was recommended by Kroeger to Santana. Kroeger wrote the song and recorded it for Santanas Shaman album. But Band only did it for the video single, Kroeger did the song for the album and would have been on the version we heard at mobil.

This is on Wikipedias bio for Alex Band:

Alex was also featured on a single with legendary guitarist Carlos Santana titled "Why Don't You and I". Originally, Chad Kroeger wrote and sang on "Why Don't You & I" for Santana's Shaman. However, when Arista decided to release the song as a single in Summer 2003, Kroeger's label, Roadrunner, refused permission, citing concerns that Kroeger appearing on a "high-profile single" would compromise the excitement over Nickelback's Fall 2003 release The Long Road. Kroeger is the one that recommended The Calling's Alex Band, another Arista artist, as a replacement for re-recording the single.

I love when you do your "I'm totally right and you are just stupid" thing and make me feel like a moron. Just love it. And I know you will say who the fuck cares to this but I just wanted to get that out there.

Watching some videos today on Gotuit Music and had the following thoughts...

1. To take a quote from a dear friend "Gwen Stafani must have been tripping balls when she made Hollaback girl."

2. If Ryan Adams would have made New York, New York 4 days later I wonder if the tape would have been released to the media cause that would have been a hell of an angle.

3. Why is everyone where Weeze shirts to a Weeze show? That still bothers me.

I want new friends. I want a new job. Im tired of all this.

Got a email from ticketmaster telling me not to miss Dave Mathews at Darien Lake in June. See even they want me to take the shot.

But Eminems When Im Gone makes me cry. Mostly at the chorus

And when I’m gone, just carry on don’t mourn rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice,
Just know that I’m lookin’ down on you smilin,
And I didn’t feel a thing so baby don’t feel no pain, just smile back!

I just cry when I hear it.


Sometimes I do want a wife and kids. But I dont trust women that much and all the stats seem to agree with me.

And if you go,
I wanna go with you
And if you die,
I wanna die with you

And now for part 3 of my series on Jack Bauer entitled: What if Jack lived in other time periods?

So when did all the bars in Niagara County close?

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Well I just got back from the airport and from going to see if I was suspended from work. I was not. So that is great. But Holy is now gone and I will miss her. I had a great 3 days with her and hope to do it again soon. Now for lunch.

Man charged after robbery 'joke'

Associated Press
Mar. 8, 2006 07:05 AM


WILLISTON, N.D. - A man wearing a ski mask walked into a bank and demanded money, then told tellers, "just kidding," authorities said.

Ryan Wright, 20, surrendered to police Monday night, said Sgt. Mark Hanson, a Williston police detective. Wright was formally charged Tuesday.

Judge David Nelson set his bail at $1,000 and ordered Wright to stay away from alcohol and bars. A preliminary hearing was set for March 21, court officials said.
"He never showed a weapon, but the tellers got quite scared and concerned and thought the worst," Hanson said.

No customers were in the bank at the time of the Feb. 17 incident, he said. Wright then went about his banking business, taking some money from his checking account and then leaving.

If convicted, Wright faces up to five years in jail and a $5,000 fine.

"You don't walk into a bank with a ski mask and say 'Give me all your money,' " Hanson said. "It's just like going on an airplane and saying you have a bomb."

1. If everyone on "24" followed Jack Bauer's instructions, it would be called "12"

2. When Kim Bauer lost her virginity, Jack Bauer found it and put it back.

3. Jack Bauer once won a game of Connect 4 in 3 moves. (Watch out Donyel)

4. Jack Bauer is the 'i' in team.

5. Jack Bauer once double teamed a girl.. by himself.

6. Jack Bauer can get McDonald's breakfast after 10:30.

7. Jack Bauer can touch MC Hammer.

8. And finally: If it tastes like chicken, looks like chicken, and feels like chicken, but Jack Bauer says its beef. Then it's fucking beef.

I love this month. First I get 8 paychecks instead of the normal 6. I get to see Holly in less than a week. I also get to pay off all my credit card debt with the extra 14000 I get this month. And on top of that Im taking a vacation in 2 weeks so I get to enjoy college basketball and St. Patricks day without the annoyance of work. Life is good sometimes.

Ever just feel weird. I have this feeling that something in my life is missing but I dont know what. I just get this feeling of wanting to belong to something bigger than this. Right now only 3 things really tie me down to anything and all of them I could just leave if I had to. I have nothing to fight for and nothing to drive me. Work is to easy and school is just a pain in the ass. If I just pass I still graduate and go on if I choose. And to make this more fun I just want to sell almost all my stuff. Things that I love and spend alot of time with just dont intrest me anymore, that doesnt include people, love ya T.

To quote Anakin Skywalker "Something's happening. I'm not the Jedi I should be. I want more. But I know I shouldn't"

Thats the feeling I have. Of course not with being a Jedi because Im a kick ass jedi. You should see me with a lightsaber as Im pretty damn good. People who see me probably have seen something of this. Minor things are changing already and soon I think big stuff will be too.

Well I got accepted to Buffalo State today. I know you are thinking any idiot could do that well I couldnt 6 years ago when I applied so screw you. At least I have the option now.

Things to know about Jack Bauer.

1.When life gave Jack Bauer lemons, he used them to kill terrorists. Jack Bauer fucking hates lemonade.

2. If you get 7 stars on your wanted level on Grand Theft Auto, Jack Bauer comes after you. You dont want to get 7 stars.

3.If you can see Jack Bauer, he can see you. If you can't see Jack Bauer, you may be only seconds away from death

4. David Spade always says yes to Jack Bauer when he wants to redeem his credit card miles.

5. Jack Bauers daughter is very hot.

Well that has an easy answer. Me. Once again I say I cant stand a person and hate seeing them ever and they die. Chris Penn was found dead today. Still working on Dave Mathews.

Im thinking of buying a house next decemeber when my lease runs out. Thats all.

Ever see that commercial where the guy comes back from the army and his friends ask him what he is doing in the army. He says he works with computers and his friends ask him if he could have just done that here and he said no and we get a flashback of what he does. He works computers in a battlefield. Wow. Thats just stupid. You can work on computers for good pay in an office or you can work for little pay in a war zone and if you fail hundreds could die.

Second I got my account cancelled and it didnt cost me a thing

Third is Holly is coming to town in march. WOO HOO!

Well time for bed.

Quote of the day: "Thats quite a hard working penis you have Terry"